Title: Orange Blossom
Author: Sarah Daltry
Cover Design: Shoutlines
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18+ New Adult
Contemporary Romance
"I’ve never
understood a year. A year was always a measurement of something bad for me. A year
in my father’s prison sentence, a year since my mom’s death, a year left of
school before I could get far, far away from here. Now, as I look down the end
of my college career, with only a little more than a semester to go, a year
seems like something magical. It has been a year since Lily chose me, since she
sat with me on the old swing set and made a decision that I was worthy of her.
And every minute of the entire year has been better than the last."
You already know their
stories: Lily, the perfect princess, always living someone else's life. And
Jack, the broken boy, who had stopped believing in hope. Somehow, though, they
found each other and what was one night blossomed into a love story.
Now, a year later,
Jack and Lily are dreaming of the future. Despite all of his promises to
himself that he would never be indebted to anyone, Jack makes a new promise -
this time to Lily - that he will be there for her forever. But when life
unravels for them, he starts to pull away, and Lily worries he's out of reach
for good.
When Jack does the
unthinkable, Lily is left destroyed. Is it possible to have a happily ever
after? Does love ever really save anyone?
Excerpt:
“Nothing. The future.”
She laughs. “The future is nothing?”
I shake my head. “It’s so… big.” It
sounds fucking stupid, but I can’t explain it any other way.
“Yeah,” she says, but I know she
understands. One of the things I think no one, even Lily, gets about why I love
her so much is that I feel both totally adult with her, and yet at the same
time, a kid. My whole life has been this collection of events, where I’ve
either been the victim of bullshit at the hands of other people and thus, never
really given a shot at being a kid, or my own stupid attempts at being grown
up, which generally led to terrible choices. With Lily, I feel completely
normal. I feel like the big question of buying an engagement ring and also what
kind of career I want are the worst concerns people have. I clearly have significant
problems, but with her, I don’t. I’m just a guy, with the most incredible
girlfriend.
“Do you ever think about ten years from
now?” I ask.
She nods against me. “All the time. It
feels alien, though. I can’t picture having a real job, maybe a house, being a
wife…” Her voice trails off and I know she’s worried. I lift her chin and look
at her.
“The entire concept of family is
probably my biggest fear, Lily, but there is very little I wouldn’t consider
for you.”
She shifts and sits up. “Really? I don’t
want you think I’m asking. Not yet. But it’s kind of there, as, like, a
hypothetical.”
If
only she knew,
I think, but I’m not ready to speak in certainties. “I know. A year ago, I
stood in the parking lot of the café and I remember telling you I could never be
your boyfriend. I was scared. I didn’t think I could be good enough for you.”
“You’re better than good enough,” she
says and smiles.
“Thank you, but I don’t think I’ll ever
understand what makes you think so. Still, I remember that night, and I begged you
not to fall for me, because it was too late for me. And then there was Derek
and all that mess and New Year’s, but as a hypothetical, I want to make you
happy. Plus,” I add, “imagine the honeymoon.”
She laughs and hits my arm. “You’re a
pig.”
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